This just in:I need a fucking haircut. I miss my fringe and my hair is too long. It almost reaches my belly button now… GEZUZ.

This just in:
I need a fucking haircut. I miss my fringe and my hair is too long. It almost reaches my belly button now… GEZUZ.

It’s a good picture of me, but I realize it’s not what I wanted… Haha.I had just taken a powernap and took a picture that I thought would say “I LOVE POWERNAPS!!!”Hahaha. Instead I just look nice. A little confused, but nice.Balls.

It’s a good picture of me, but I realize it’s not what I wanted… Haha.
I had just taken a powernap and took a picture that I thought would say “I LOVE POWERNAPS!!!”
Hahaha. Instead I just look nice. A little confused, but nice.

Balls.

Love playing with light like that…And I think it’s absolutely gorgeous when people (mostly guys, erm :p) walk around in the summer with jeans and no shirt on…Gah, gimme summer now ffs.

Love playing with light like that…
And I think it’s absolutely gorgeous when people (mostly guys, erm :p) walk around in the summer with jeans and no shirt on…
Gah, gimme summer now ffs.

Shitty quality I know, but at least I can see the difference. I’ve made progress!…And these pictures are making me laugh so hard. I was so tiny in July last year! Hahaha!

Shitty quality I know, but at least I can see the difference. I’ve made progress!

…And these pictures are making me laugh so hard. I was so tiny in July last year! Hahaha!

This is me back in ‘91 I think.—-It’s late. Almost 4am here. And I’m still up, drinking some tea and thinking…Where was I a year ago?I was back in school, studying biology, chemistry and physics. Ah, fun times… I’m going back next spring to do more math and physics before going to university.I was seeing my lab partner Seb almost every day… Gawd, I miss that. And him. Such a silly and funny person.Me and Seb went to this DJ gig, got shitfaced and danced around like maniacs. We didn’t stop even if the dancefloor became empty from time to time during the night.And I made friends with a handsome fella who spent 2 hours with me talking about life, the universe and everything (no not the book!). We still text every week. Loves it.I was spending a lot of time with a wonderful guy who was kind enough to go with me to the premiere of Breaking Dawn part I. Haha. He deserves better though. Something less difficult… I’m just too complex and… Just a hot mess, really.I wasn’t exercising at all at this point. I’ve been lifting weights on and off since 2004, and at one point I was really fit. I wanted to get back to that, but I just couldn’t find the motivation to keep on with it. Until February 2012! And I’ve been going on strong and strict since then. Happy days!Can’t wait to start over again on monday! I got so much energy inside waiting to come out and explode!Time to go to bed. Nightie! 

This is me back in ‘91 I think.

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It’s late. Almost 4am here. And I’m still up, drinking some tea and thinking…
Where was I a year ago?

I was back in school, studying biology, chemistry and physics. Ah, fun times… I’m going back next spring to do more math and physics before going to university.
I was seeing my lab partner Seb almost every day… Gawd, I miss that. And him. Such a silly and funny person.
Me and Seb went to this DJ gig, got shitfaced and danced around like maniacs. We didn’t stop even if the dancefloor became empty from time to time during the night.
And I made friends with a handsome fella who spent 2 hours with me talking about life, the universe and everything (no not the book!). We still text every week. Loves it.
I was spending a lot of time with a wonderful guy who was kind enough to go with me to the premiere of Breaking Dawn part I. Haha. He deserves better though. Something less difficult… I’m just too complex and… Just a hot mess, really.
I wasn’t exercising at all at this point. I’ve been lifting weights on and off since 2004, and at one point I was really fit. I wanted to get back to that, but I just couldn’t find the motivation to keep on with it. Until February 2012! And I’ve been going on strong and strict since then. Happy days!

Can’t wait to start over again on monday! I got so much energy inside waiting to come out and explode!
Time to go to bed. Nightie! 

Muscle Update: This was taken after a biceps/triceps session 8 days ago before I got sick.Starting over again on monday, I hope… 

Muscle Update: This was taken after a biceps/triceps session 8 days ago before I got sick.
Starting over again on monday, I hope… 

My back is looking good too, after 8 months of training.I’m satisfied with the results, but I want to go bigger. Of course.Good thing Dr Cox taught me this very important key in training, haha.Watch here: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=o_HAXan1wSQ 

My back is looking good too, after 8 months of training.
I’m satisfied with the results, but I want to go bigger. Of course.

Good thing Dr Cox taught me this very important key in training, haha.
Watch here: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=o_HAXan1wSQ 

I love the way my legs are developing.It feels strange looking back on when I started out in February this year, and I could “only” take 75kg (165lbs) on leg press. Today I push around 155kg (341lbs)!160kg (352lbs) on calf raise and 55kg (121lbs) on squats.I’m so happy and proud!

I love the way my legs are developing.
It feels strange looking back on when I started out in February this year, and I could “only” take 75kg (165lbs) on leg press. Today I push around 155kg (341lbs)!
160kg (352lbs) on calf raise and 55kg (121lbs) on squats.

I’m so happy and proud!

Out in the sun playing some guitar…

Out in the sun playing some guitar…

Went to the hairdresser last monday. I love how she always makes my hair so… AMAZEBALLS! :D 

Went to the hairdresser last monday. I love how she always makes my hair so… AMAZEBALLS! :D